I am sitting here in bed... I'm feeling miserable. I say that cause i am coming down with some sort of sickness that is making my days fairly awful. On top of that rugby season has started back up and i am so sore from 2 games yesterday. I feel like i have been hit by a fright train within the past 24hrs. Oh well and oh joy.
Yesterday i had 2 rugby games but my wrist had been bothering me since the week before. Swollen, bruised, and range of motion not so great... It's been a tough week. So ya, yesterday at my games i saw a trainer. Super nice lady, but she put her hand on my wrist and just said, "oh..." I responded with basically, "what does "oh" mean?" (knowing good and well what she was about to say wasn't very positive) She preceded to tell me three things it could be, none of which was it could be fine Keeping my fingers crossed like no one's business though:
1.It was an old fracture i never tended to and the bones are rubbing together, because i re broke them.
2. I just broke it and the bones are rubbing together.
3. (this was the one she thought was the most feasible) I tore a ligament or tendon and the squeaking/pulling noise could be that lil bit of tendon hanging on for dear life working really really hard to keep my hand moving.
So this week i am going to be doing a whole lot of thought about rugby. I don't have a game for another 3 weeks which is great. I can have time to heal up if it's nothing major. I have decided that i will not risk my bike trip though. My heart is in this trip more than it's been in anything as far back as i can remember. The support i have received from friends and family has been incredible. I just feel like this trip will be life changing and i am all for that. So, if rugby isn't in my future this season so be it. Just one of those things that i have to take in stride. I want to play so much though. We will see Tuesday or sometime this weekend. At least i will still be coaching Oakland High School's rugby team. Go Patriots!
I am going Tuesday to get Xrays and such at the doctor so if you don't care send some good vibes, wish me luck, pray for me, just do whatever it is you do. Cause i am a bit nervous. my wrist has been swollen for over a week now and bruised... which can't be that good.
As i blogged this i been jammin' out to Trey Songz. So soulful and chill. i am diggin' it for sure.
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